INFJ Personality

Ok...so I got bored and spotted this link on a friend's facebook so I thought it'd be interesting to do. Have to say it's fairly accurate. I took a much more accurate one in high school which gave me the same result except that I'm almost 50/50 on being introverted or extroverted.

You are:

• slightly expressed introvert
  
• distinctively expressed intuitive personality
  
• moderately expressed feeling personality
  
• moderately expressed judging personality

INFJ: "Author". Strong drive and enjoyment to help others. Complex personality. 1% of the total population. These are serious students and workers who really want to contribute. They are private and easily hurt. They make good spouses, but tend to be physically reserved. People often think they are psychic. They make good therapists, general practitioners, ministers, and so on.

Careers:

• Literature/writer
• Humanities
• Web Design
• Philosophy
• Archaeology
• Education
• Counseling

Link in case you want to do it yourself. :]

Giving up

I'm one of those people who is always looking for the good in others. Often I end up feeling like an idiot because instead of being shown that they are in fact worthy of that I am proven wrong. Some would think I'm naive for trusting and believing in people but I don't. I know that people can be total assholes but I feel like everyone at least deserves the benefit of the doubt. Where I do wind up looking like I'm gullible and stupid is second chances, and sometimes even thirds. Granted a third chance only comes if I truly hope and believe that maybe, just maybe, you'll redeem yourself.

I almost feel like I'm a rare breed in sl. I trust, I actually care about people and I'm not afraid to be myself. To this day I have met only 2 people who reciprocate those actions and feelings towards me. Both of whom I cherish dearly. When it comes to just friendship in sl many people are good at that. Iming occasionally, invites to events and maybe an ear for when you need someone to talk to. It's the relationships that people royally suck at. In SL if you're smart and you're good at lieing you have it made. You could have several relationships going on at once, maybe an alt or two, and no one would ever know. The worst part about that, at least for someone like me, is I have legitimately cared and loved for that person, only to find I met next to nothing for them.

I'm not in sl to find a partner, especially not one that cares over into rl, but when it does happen that I fall for someone and the return the feelings I expect at least the decency to treat me right. To be honest, loyal, trusting and open with me. Instead, myself and others, wind up heart broken or angry because they found out the hard way those qualities are apparently too much to ask for an sl relationship.

I've had my share of heartbreak and disappointment but this post isn't meant to sound like I'm whining. More that I'm confused as to how a person can continually hurt those who value them the most and not even flinch. To delete them, ignore them, break their heart and just walk away like the relationship/friendship they shared meant nothing. How does someone do that? I often wish I could, just once, to see if I get a rush, a moment of euphoria.

I will once again go out make friends, start relationships and I'll hope for the best, believe that they will be more....more like me.

First "Portfolio"

Geez it's been nearly a month since I blogged last. I'm such a slacker. Actually...my computer was taking a mini vacation during my move back home and my laptop was just a hassle to deal with. Back to the desktop now and I'm super happy. :]

Anyways....

Purpose of this post was to kind of show the photos I used for my Nocturne Photographer Portfolio. Went through and picked out some of my favorites that I also thought were some of my best. Looking wayyy back on my flickr stream I'm actually a little wowed with myself in the progress I've made in the past 6 months.

Blogger Challenge - What's in your bag?

Ok, I flipped my purse over and let everything fall out into a big mess on the floor. I'm much more organized than I appear. lol



Now for the contents of my favorite Vera bag:

• Mittens
• Les Miserables (on my third read)
• Juice box
• Walmart brand Aleve
• Handkerchief from my grandpa
• Reading glasses
• Sunglasses
• Cell phone
• Insulin (6 bottles, lol I always make sure to have extra with me at all times)
• Bag of syringes
• Test strips
• Glucose monitor and finger stick
• 3 kinds of the same chapstick (I have some in my coat pockets too haha). Raspberry flavored is the best.
  
• VS lipgloss
  
• Aeropostale gift card. I think there's like $1.50 left on it.
  
• License
  
• Ipod and headphones. Love my starry night ipod skin, Van Gogh = <3
  
• Blush, foundation, eyeliner and eyeshadow
  
• Couple pens and my favorite purple sharpie
• Misc. change (mostly pennies)
• Cable bill. Oh so looking forward to paying that.
  
• Tampons
• My sister's lighter. I stole it from her this weekend so she couldn't smoke.
  
• Keys
• Misc. reciepts
• 3 notecards with notes to myself. I'm shocked there aren't any post its in my purse, I write those to myself all the time.
  
• Bubbalicious gum and wrapper. I either have peppermint gum or bubble gum, not really sure why but those are the only kinds I like.
  
• Little bit of trash
• My camera (used to take the picture)
• Debit card. Not that I have any money to spend.
  
• Mini bottle of perfume. VS desire same as the kind I normally wear.
  

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Now to clean this crap up.

Blogger Challenge

I decided to give this a go even though like no one reads my blog...or if they do they are very shady, sneaky and do so when I'm not paying attention. But it sounded like fun so here it goes.



Rules:
1. Post a picture of yourself in your underpants.
2. In this post, invite your readers to suggest a particular outfit (or hair, jewelry, shoes, skin, etc.) from a designer for you to purchase and write about. (Designers, feel free to suggest items from your own line - why not, after all?) People who respond should explain why they like these items.
3. In the next few weeks, look back over the suggestion list and incorporate these ideas into your regular blogging, marking these entries with the tag "dress me up." Post in as many or few suggestions as you want. It's up to the blogger's discretion to pick which items to wear, so no complaining if they don't pick your idea, K? :D

BareRose Partay

To wrap up BareRose appreciation week (or however long it was) there was a big ol' party at BareRose for all the bloggers who took part in Winter's challenge and also for fans of June Dion's fan-fucking-tastic clothes. I crashed like a zillion times but after having a little heart to heart with SL we reached a compromise - it'd stop crashing if I went and put some clothes on. hahahaha TOTALLY kidding.....SL like me in my panties, lol.

Anyways

Managed to see lots of awesome outfits some of which I didn't own and made a point to buy after everything was over. I was inspecting people like crazy. Once some people left I was able to take pictures (yay).



It was like 5am for Chou and she came anyway. Love her and her obsession with Daft Punk. lol


Noodle had like the best outfit ever. I wanted to steal her hooved feet and run away with them. Winter is the coolest (and only) vampireangelslut in SL.


Bri came too, yay!! I wanted to steal his hat, he looked awesome.


Of course I was one of the last ones to leave, was really enjoying the music. And I know own like a 1/3 of BareRose, compulsive buying is unavoidable there.

How many days 'til classes start again?

Yesterday was agonizingly slow and boring. Being at school with no classes, no job and no friends still here is starting to get old rather quickly. SL gets a little boring too between 3-4am and like 10am. Usually that's when I decide to take pictures of whatever random thing comes to mind. And that's exactly what I did last night.




This one is definitely one of my new favorites.


Then a drastic change from soft and pretty to edgy punk. I really have too many "looks". I absolutely love this tattoo. First colored one I've actually bought and liked.



Ok, now for some breakfast and maybe some sleep.